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Episcopal Church Executive Council: Opening remarks from the president of the House of Deputies

October 26, 2023
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The following are the opening remarks of President of the House of Deputies Julia Ayala Harris at the Executive Council of The Episcopal Church, meeting virtually through Oct. 27.

Stepping Into the Current

Good morning, fellow members of Executive Council. It’s great to be gathered together from all of our places and spaces. I must say that I am especially delighted to be following our presiding bishop in giving my opening remarks this morning. It is an answer to prayer to have our chair back with us. 

Over the past few weeks, I have spent time contemplating this current moment in our church and how best to characterize it. I know that many others are engaged in similar reflection. 

The more I ponder, the more I am reminded of a period of time in my life, over a decade ago. After a hasty departure from living in Juba, South Sudan, we eventually landed in Tallahassee, Florida. At the time, I found myself having what so many who have lived abroad have experienced: that reverse culture shock of coming back to your home country. I’d gone from the daily chores of “making water,” checking to ensure the generator had enough fuel, and charging our satellite phones so our ministry could connect with partners in Europe, the U.S., and Australia. And now, I suddenly found myself wandering the gargantuan aisles of Costco, dizzy with what felt like so much abundance. 

While I was learning how to live in America again, our country was experiencing a lot of change in the wake of the Great Recession. I would worry about the future of our economy, international politics, and the world that my daughter would inherit. During this time, I found that my mind was not as easily able to settle when sitting down in contemplative prayer. 

In those days, I lived within walking distance of the headquarters of the Tai Chi Society of the United States of America. They offered beginner lessons nearly every day of the week. As someone who has always loved walking a labyrinth as a means of prayer and reflection, I decided to try it out and began a beginner course. I soon discovered that the instructors were generous and kind, that many of my fellow classmates were Episcopalians, and that, for me, tai chi was another way of using bodily movement in prayer. If you’re not familiar, tai chi is a Chinese martial art—a slow, coordinated sequence of movements often practiced solo or in unison with others. The graceful motions resemble a dance and are carefully choreographed.

When I first began, I would focus on learning all of the positions, thinking they were the most important. I would study the proper hand movements and practice to make sure I was holding them perfectly—seeking the right thing, the right pose, the right position. 

Then, over time, I learned that it was just as important to focus on the movements between the poses. How we get there matters, even in the tension between stable positions. I came to deeply value this space between—the space between where I am now and where I intend to be. 

Dear church, dear members of Executive Council, we are in that transitional space. We find ourselves between where we are as a church and where we hope to be. Between what is and what will come. 

Almost always, a transition requires us to evaluate what we will hold on to, whether physical, emotional, psychological, or spiritual. When we are in transition, we must name and let go of what we do not want to bring with us—or simply cannot bring with us—if we are to reach the other shore. 

As council members, you have heard me talk about my three priorities: accessibility, inclusivity, and safety. On Aug. 30, I shared with deputies that over the first year of my service with you, I had been the complainant in a Title IV process. I shared this sensitive news because I sensed that, if this could happen to the president of the House of Deputies, it could happen to anyone, anywhere. 

My story is not the only one we’ve heard in recent months, and it may be that there are more stories out there waiting to be heard. In order to get to where we want to go, it is clear that systemic change is needed, both within our structures and within our culture, in order to cultivate, maintain, and keep our commitments to safety and transparency in our spaces. 

From a structural perspective, the Standing Commission on Structure, Governance, Constitution and Canons has already begun its work to identify and address areas where changes to our canons can be made in order to build transparency, accountability, and greater trust in our processes. All members of our church are invited to participate in this important work.

The Standing Commission has requested input and recommendations from the whole church regarding our Title IV disciplinary process. The public statement and feedback form are available online; I commend these to you and invite your input.

When it comes to changing our culture, we all have a responsibility—each one of us, especially those of us entrusted with the responsibility of being a member of Executive Council—to uphold our commitments to safety and to co-create safe and inclusive environments. In Scripture, we are reminded over and over again: As disciples, we are called to a higher standard of relationship. And as leaders, we model to the whole church how we are to love one another, even in disagreement, and to practice good governance. I am reminded of the verse, “Do not be conformed to this age, but be transformed by the renewing of the mind, so that you may discern what is the will of God—what is good and acceptable and perfect” (Romans 12:2).

The key, dear friends, is adopting a spirit of allostasis—finding stability through change. True stability comes not from rigidly clinging to the past but from skillful adaptability and intentional evolution; working with one another, hand in hand, following the Way of Love.

This week, I join Executive Council from Seattle, Washington. Here, history will be made. 

The 80th General Convention passed Resolution A127, a Resolution for Telling the Truth about The Episcopal Church’s History with Indigenous Boarding Schools. The presiding bishop and I worked hard to seek and appoint effective and representative leaders to the fact-finding commission authorized by the resolution. Later this week, they will convene alongside the Executive Council Committee on Native American Boarding Schools and Advocacy. Though their mandates differ, these groups share a commitment to illuminating a painful history and charting a path toward justice and healing. 

I look forward to being with and learning from these faithful leaders as they further define the scope of their work, carrying out the sacred ministry of truth-telling, reckoning, and healing. This work requires empathy, courage, and grace from all of us who will join them on the journey. 

I invite your prayers for the commission members seeking God’s guidance. Let us also pray that the church approaches this process with humility and an open heart. Our goal must be to honor the dignity in every person, tend to the wounds of the past, and build a future where Christ’s love brings wholeness.

Later this month, the constituting group to develop the Episcopal Coalition for Racial Equity and Justice will meet in New York. Charged by the 80th General Convention, the coalition will connect and mobilize dioceses, congregations, groups, and Episcopalians dedicated to dismantling racism and pursuing racial justice throughout the church. The constituting group will focus on the organizational, canonical, and legal aspects needed to shape the coalition’s work and empower them well for the transformative work they are taking on. 

The work of these commissions and committees exemplifies what is possible when our governance structures are used to empower inclusive, truthful, and future-focused ministry—allowing us to live into our values and callings as Episcopalians walking the Way of Love, of creating the Kingdom of God here on Earth in our time. They also reveal to us again that tension of the liminal space—living out the work of governance in the space between our dreams of the 80th General Convention and toward the expectation of the 81st. 

While the present may feel disordered, God is not done with us yet. New life will emerge. New challenges will greet tomorrow. 

We have named the pain and brokenness present within our Title IV processes and practices. Our church will take action, stepping forward more confident that we are a church of safety, transparency, and accountability. We have seen and experienced evidence of numerical decline in our pews. Our church will grow in discipleship, witness, and love of neighbor. We have prayed and celebrated alongside our beloved brother, Presiding Bishop Michael Curry. Our church will elect and affirm our next presiding bishop in Louisville next summer. 

We are in that transitional space. We live in the liminal. We tend the temporary. Like the ever-flowing river, change is the only constant we can count on. We must steward and cultivate a church that can handle the rapids, bend without breaking, evolve while staying rooted to our core mission: to restore all of creation with God and one another.

Jesus is with us, guiding us onward. Together, we step bravely into the current, co-creating with God and one another a church of radical inclusion, equity, and love. We are people of the waters of baptism, and we can navigate this river together in love. It is an honor to serve our beloved church with you.

As we sit down to converse and govern over these next few days together, our siblings are crying out from the Holy Lands, through the noise of unspeakable violence. Please join me in praying for our family and our church.

Creator God,

We cry out to you in sorrow and anguish over the escalating violence in the Holy Land. Our hearts are heavy for all those who have lost their lives or been harmed in this conflict.

Forgive us when we respond to violence with more violence, perpetuating the cycles of harm.

Help us break through the barriers of hatred, fear, and mistrust. Open our eyes to see that every precious child of God is a member of our family. Teach us your ways of peace built on justice, mercy, and reconciliation.

God of the oppressed and afflicted, comfort those who mourn, sustain the weary, and change hardened hearts. 

Guide leaders to seek nonviolent solutions. Strengthen those who work for peace amidst turmoil.

Empower your church to be a bold witness, to love enemies, to overcome evil with good. Use us to bring your healing to the Holy Land.

Hasten the day, we pray, when swords are beaten into plowshares, and all creation is restored.

In the name of Jesus we pray,

Amen.